i was walking up tot he mrt platform that day.
among the morning 7am crowd.
suddenly i was shove to one side as i tried to get on the escalator.
well, apparently a lady was tryin to squeeze through everyone, hopeful that she might be able to board the train tht will be beeping away anytime.
well, i moved aside.
she was a distance away from me.
so we reached the platform simultaneously.
yet ironically, she stopped before the train door hesitantly,
and turned around to see that the train on the other side had arrived.
she whipped around and shuffled towards that train.
for me, i boarded the train she was rushing to board initially.
thats it.end of story.

what i want to emphasise is that:
sometimes we were so into something,
and we strive so hard,
give our utmost,
put our best foot forward,
whatever.
but if only we can just stop and pause for a slight moment,
and think:
is this what i really want?




life is such an irony.