I really miss 2A.
i even missed Mr Koh.
like man.
can you believe it?

I miss everything about it.
the quietness.
the noisyness.
yeah, i know they come from me.
bt they are part of 2A as well.

I used to be rather noisy when i am in 2A i guess.
i am noisy cos i am happy.
when i am in 2A i am happy.
thats why i am noisy.
so when i am happy i become noisy.

now,
i am still noisy.
bt i am not happy.
i feel insecure.
it feels like i am really disappearing..
as the days are so mudane
that they practically float pass me and my life.
i make noise
cos i want to be certain that i am still around.
cos i am uncertain if i am around.

i used to seem to be sleepin thru lessons in 2A i guess.
bt i do listen to the lessons and i know what is gg on.
now i am sleeping(mentally) thru lessons.
n dont tok abt things gg in one ear and out thru the other,
cos it didnt enter in in the first place.

hope tmr will be a good day.


OK THE ABOVE POST MEANT TO BE POSTED ON THURSDAY.

NOW,

i am starting to like school.
i guess its really TIME that helps bahh.
and of cos, Him=DD

I have trust in Him that everything that is happening are part of His plan
for me.
for everyone.