the holidays are coming to an end.
i should enjoy bit of it-down to the seconds.
i will try at least.
it isnt that easy after all.
especially when you still have homework undone,
books unwrap and a load of shit waiting to be cleared.
schools kicking in in less than a week?!
hope i will get into the swing of things.

I honestly have no idea where all my time go.
It’s not like I study very hard, in fact,
my san guo is on page 137.
my san guo was on page 137.
my san guo had been on page 137 for decades?centuries?-whatever.
It’s not like I go out everyday.
nope, i don'think so. at least today im here blogging.
It’s not like I read alot or watch TV.
may i do, bt again.nvm.it ISNT OK.yeah.
The only thing I can think of is that I sleep alot. As in, ALOT.

I am tired.

Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive.
Non-existence will be a better word.
My days fly by and I’m just floating through them like a ghost with no emotions to feel.
I can’t really absorb what michael says.
I read my texts, and I repeated page 136 for million times.
I talk to people and I don’t rmb what I say or hear.repeating them again.
My spirit feels like it is being drained away.
Sometimes I wonder, am I alive?
Or am I just an empty shell with no apparent soul in it?

i feel dead.