i am feeling shitty.
like totally.
yepp.maybe its me.
but i didnt meant to make you feel that way.
the realisation just struck me hard that
perhaps we had been giving in to each other too much
n yet failed to see each other's effort in doing so.
the arguments were perhaps the source of those barricades
that prevent us from adknowledging each others' care.
perhaps we cared so much that we overreacted to trival matters.
i understand that its a norm for you to feel that way..
but just want you to know i never meant to hide things from you.
i do not want to decimate this friendship of ours that wldnt be easily attained by many.
n i thank god for you(=